Today makes 16 years that my brother Mauro passed away. It was 1994, he was 14 years old at the time, 2 weeks way of becoming 15 (7th of November).
At the time I was 8, in a way I still was a little girl, and receiving this type of news, was horrible… it always is… no matter how old you are.
I remember vaguely the night that I got the news, as well as, the day of the funeral. I do remember kissing him goodbye… he was dressed with a white suit, he looked like he was simply sleeping… I remember being with our other brother Juca, and he said to me “It’s okei sis, you still have me…”
I can say that his death was ‘cause by an accident, but I won’t say the details…. It ain’t pretty…
Today after doing some stuff with my mom, I we were waiting for the train, I asked my mom:
- Didn’t Mauro died today?
- Yeah, 16 years, time flies…- Mom
- Humm yeah.
- We can still go to church today.
- Moooom you know I don’t know how to pray…
- So… it doesn’t matter, come on let’s go.
So when we arrived to our hometown, we went to the church, and we only caught like 10 minutes of the mass, guess they already changed the schedules for the winter.
Sixteen years and counting, and there’s nothing I can do about it.
Love you bro xo xo
Last week I saw the 6th season of Britain's Next Top Model on the internet, and I’ve been watching the 14th season of American Next Top Model on TV, and I think the U.K. version is better than the U.S. version.... I'm just saying....
The American original version is presented by Tyra Banks, the last season of the British version was presented by Elle MacPherson.
I don’t know why, maybe is the fashion in it, I prefer the British XD, maybe is because I lived in the U.K. for 9 months and I’ve been influenced. hehe
When I was almost leaving the U.K. my mother asked me for a chocolate that has mint in it that she didn’t knew the name of it correctly. I was like “Wwhaaattt o_O, isn’t that After Eight mom?”. But no it wasn’t, it was Aero, well I knew that in Portugal we have Aero chocolate, but I guess we don’t have the mint version - which by the way I didn’t knew that existed, and my mother knew about it, because her work colleague was given some of those Aero mint chocolates by a friend that was in the U.K.-, anyways, I bought like 8 of those Aero mints for my mom, and she shared some of it with her colleague. Honestly I tried it I didn’t like that much, meh.
Yesterday while surfing the web I came across with this imagine of a Limited edition of Coconut M&M’s, I googled about it and also discovered that there was aswell like a Special edition of Strawberried Peanut Butter M&M’s (IT’S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME! IT’S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!), huuummmm I wish I could try them >.<
A different packaging for Stawberried Peanut Butter M&M’s featuring Transformers lol
I've been wanting to listen to this song for a while, but couldn't remember the girl/band name, or of the song, and today randomly looking for M.I.A. pictures I found one of M.I.A. with Santigold :P yeah.
I admire those people that can just throw things away, with no problems. Every now and then there is a time you need to revise the things that you have and see if you really need them or not. I normally do this once a year, but most of the times I fail >.<
Right now I’m in the middle of that process, and it’s okay, I was able to trough some stuff away, but still have to check revise other areas. Things that I wanted to trough away, but I can’t are boxes of stuff like my Laptop, the external drive, Modem, Router, Digital camera, my MP3, because they are still under warranty, and if something happens to them, I have to take to place that I bought them and take everything with it -_-.
Now I have this new bookcase thingy, and I quite like it. I could put it in the vertical or horizontal, but I preferred the horizontal, because I could use it to put all of shinanigans on top of it (perfumes, facial creams, hairbrushes, jewellery boxes, makeup).
So I'm curious to see what's gonna happen on this 5th season, how are they gonna still make this series interesting. I saw the 1st episode and I must say, it was in a way calm, very "slow", with a little suprise in the end, when Dexter breaks one of his father's rules when murdering someone.
Oh well, let's see what happens next shall we?
And Oh, I've heard that Julia Stile is going to appear in this season huuummm.